Beaudin’s Leukemia

In January of 2019 our family’s story took a hard left turn and we found ourselves hurdling down the pediatric cancer path. Slowly, we found our footing, then 4 months before the end of treatment, November 2020, we experienced relapse and were thrown back into unknowns.

At 6 1/2 years old Beaudin was diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia- January 2019. He received treatment at Children’s Hospital of Colorado following the COG 9032 protocol. In November of 2020, 20 months into 26 months of treatment, Beaudin relapsed in his spinal fluid. He did bridge chemo of intrathecal triple lumbar punctures bi-monthly, and continues his maintenance daily at home chemo, 6MP and Methotrexate. until the end of March 2021, when we traveled to Philadelphia to participate in a research trial for CAR T therapy.

After CAR T, he participated in a HuCAR T trial in August 2021. Though his b-cells returned at month 4 post HuCAR T, as of June 2022 all tests show that he is cancer-free.

I started this blog as a way to process the good, the bad, and the ugly of our life with cancer. Overtime, other parents with children with cancer started reaching out, saying that the posts were offering them clarity, comfort, and hope. There could be not greater gift to me, no great salve in my wound than to know that my words could offer even a moment of respite.


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